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What is the date today?
What is the date today?
Been so busy i actually lost track of time. haha. thanks for noticing i haven been online for a while now. =) Been busy wif <<绿园>>。i'm in 服装组，everytime got 联排, my day will end at 9pm. Other than 联排，usually got other rehersals of the separate 剧s. Which is tiring. and alot of work outside these rehersals.... Been busy wif homework. Esp the homework from the one week MC. Finished almost all of it, but due to the crazy schedule this week, still have abt 2 essays undone. And still got loads of additions to the mountain high pile throughout the week. sigh. My Lit. I noe why LingZhi dropped the subject now. But i have to get over it. two years, thats it, not long. i have to have to have to have to. 姐 telling me to drop if i can, coz now the situation... if long-term is really quite 惨。 And this is from someone whose advice i value alot alot. Do i really have to switch to geog? I don wan. i wan to do lit in the university and i wan a foundation for it. Ok. shelving it for now. I have enough on my mind. Running for 23rd Board of Directors. Oh no. what in the world did i just get myself into? Why did i say "anything lar" when Marcus nominated me? Geez. The stress of being a nominee. bleah. Running for Personnel Director and Publicity Director, btw. There are so many nominees, i just have this almost 100% feeling i wont get elected. so... wadz the point? Next week will be interviews and hustings. i am so dead. PW. Somehow i don like PW. I'm supposed to have an "interest" in the topic and "want" to find out more. But i don. sad huh? And there is no time slot from Mon-Sun dat all of us are free. Which means we cant really get much done lar. Somemore now i got interviews for Ex-co etc. and 绿园. and alot alot of homework. and church. don blame me please. I can cope, don get the wrong idea. I do. Except that i have to be in the TJ uniform mon-sat/sun. which is just sad. And ya. i got no life now. I think i've forgotten how Orchard road looks like, or even Tampines Mall for de matter. I forgot how to buy tickets for a movie too, i tink. I really want to go catch one, any one, but i just have no time. No time at all to even think of going shopping. which is out-of-the question for now. I wonder what will happen when my university electives start mid-term or next term. i don even noe which one i am in. haiz. mebbe if i don do anything i might have nothing. oh no. i must go check the noticeboard tomorrow. i need these stuff on my record!!!! And somehow in this confusing "race", you feel so... lost. Lost in all of the above. And more. People start to fade from your life, without you realising. Until one day you stop to catch your breath, you find that everyone is gone and you are alone. and i am afraid of being alone. Maybe i should stop. And i actually wished i can do more than catch my breath. Maybe get a gulp of ice-cold water. The thing is, once you stop, even for a second, you get thrown at the back. far back. You get swallowed by the crowd rushing forward. You might even get stomped on in order for the people behind you now to get ahead, thus getting hurt........................................... Btw, the date is 18/4/2004 today. Joyce at 8:12 PM
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